The Easiest Way to be Depressed..

jus by opening the folder and glancing thru the unadopted kids can flood back memories.

Like those who ALMOST got adopted, those that kana cosmetic surgeries over and over again just bcos the prospective parent feel like it then end up dun wan, the one that end up they did an IVF themselves, the one that dunno wat happened, the one that reproduced 3 times in the wrong direction, the one that never made it to the prospective parent's hand, the request that was supposed to be for me but ended up somewhere else, the 9 that I gave birth prolifically in 2 weeks, the rest of them that no one wants.. (And yes, I do agree that most of them are crap)

If each of them takes an average of 4 hrs (P90), 44x4=176+(21x2)=216/24 ok that's like 9 days only out of 365 which is 2.5% of 2009 wasted. Looking at it this way somehow makes me feel better. HAHA! The numerical logic is good at keeping the senseless emotions in check!~

I'm hungry.. *gonna sleep it all away..